Church

So I'm sitting in the car in the church parking lot in the above outfit. All I could seem to do was do just that sit. I never felt the need to get out the car and go in. At least not at this church. Now the one I attend on 1st and 3rd Sunday I love to go to.
Considering all the hell I have raised you would think I wouldn't even go, but I do. I just choose not to go where I don't feel welcomed at. I mean why should I.
The church is God's house so why do I feel welcomed at some and out of place at others????
Simple the people in the church.
It seem like its a fashion show or contest more than a place of worship. And for all that I can go to the club, hell I can go to school.
But as I write this post I can't help but wonder is there really any place I can go to and feel welcomed???
Again simple answer. No at least not fully so another question comes. Why do we ignore the feeling when anywhere else but use it as an excuse when we feel it at church?
I don't know the answer to that one. Guess that's why I'm still in the car. *smh* Hopefully I will get that answer as I get wiser.
Anyway talk to y'all another day got runs to make. *lol*
Smooches
Mz. N.O.B.

5-22-2011