~ Don't Deserve ~

~Don't Deserve~

I'm always honest on my end when based on how I feel
Because of all the charges I can get you can never say I didn't keep it real
You might not have been #1 but you were working on owning the spot
That's why I pushed away because I thought you were to good to have that spot
Mind on straight and you had goals
Whats the point of you hooking up with me and I turn your heart cold
First time I thought we would just chill
Thats how it turned out but I felt the connection
From the talking and touching and music selection
The way he had me smiling for days
Having a phantom feel of his hands on my legs
But like I said before he deserve better

So when I see him with one of his son's mother I don't sweat him
If anything it make the respect him even more
A young black man
in school
working
and doing for his blood
A real man respect women and still have it in him to be hood
Go getter but in church
Get his by doing legal work
Again the reason I don't deserve him

Yea he got a violent pass
But I know me and I would bring it back
His smile to perfect
Skin so smooth
Dreds fat but neat
And soft when I run my had through them
Both from the boot
So our stamina off the meter

When he get food in front he always clean the plate
How he give it I cant help but want reciprocate
Then I'm a Cancer so 69 my style
And when he digging from the back have me going wild
But as I said before
And after this I'l say it no more
He deserve better
So better he shall receive
I'mma  back off and let you do
But if you come this way again I won't be so confused

May 15, 2011