To Much Time On My Hand

Have you ever been just laying around and started thinking about random shit? Talking about noticing things that have nothing to do with shit that happened yesterday or today.

Well I'm currently in that place, and of course the person it concerns is my Bestie. *rolls eyes* Pathetic I know but I can't stop how I feel.

Any-t-who, I was watching the movie Family Reunion by Tyler Perry and it got to the part talking about your soulmate. Why did it have to be on that part when I woke up from my nap? When it was finish it got me to thinking about how some of the things said were true.

Problem is I'm trying to come to the realization that we can't and won't ever be more than friends. We love each other true, but I guess we not meant to be. *shrugs* O well time to move "on to the next on." *in my Jay-Z voice*

Another thing on my mind is how I always seem to attract bullshit full niggas. You know the ones who seem to think they can run G and I won't notice. *side eye* Surrrrrre yup uh huh and Wayne doesn't have any tatoos and has never smoked a day in his life. Get the fuck outta here with that. I may not call you out on everything, but I do notice it . So when I start acting different or like a straight up bitch you know why.
Also don't front like you don't know what you doing or did. I'm a very crazy person when I click out and I get very violent. I inform them of this when we first start talking, but do they believe me. Of course not I'm too "nice" or too "quiet" I won't snap. Nooo not me I'll just pout and deal with it. *smh*

Shit just funny to me that these niggas really think I'm the nice one, at least till they see me get pissed off. Well that's it for now gotta go clean up this house , *rolls eyes* o joy, but until later.

*smooches*
Mz. N.O.B.