Valentine's Day..........O Joy

Soooooooooooooo yesterday was V-Day, I honestly can't stand that holiday, and for the most part it was a good day, keyword DAY.

I had an ex, who is currently in jail might I add, called me that night when I made it back in the house. Shock does not begin to cove how I felt. I mean I haven't talked to him in God's knows how long on the phone, and I haven't wrote him in over a year, so seriously what does he possible have to discuss with me. *smh*

Now I won't sit here and lie like I don't still have feelings for his tall cat eyed ass cause I do, but a bitch can only take so much pain being constantly thrown my way. I met him and he had 3 kids cool, I treated them as my own. I had no problem playing step-mama, I love kids and admired the fact he actually took care of his unlike some niggas out here. I rocked with him while he was constantly in and out of jail. Something I always said I would never do, but I did cause I thought he was being honest with me. Whenever he asked me something I told him the truth, I hid nothing from him. What do I get in return? I get him making a baby with his first baby mama, which had he told me I would not have held it against him.

Before ya'll get that "this bitch stupid as hell" let it be stated me and him were not together when his daughter was made. We both were doing us, it's just he gotta live with his doing him till he die, I don't.

But what does this nigga do? He keeps this secert, and not unil he find out if it's his or not. Ooooooooooooo no he keeps it's hidden until he about to find out how long his bid is. Guess he figure I'mma fnd out anyway so I might as well hear it from him to lesson the blow. By this point in time she is 18 MONTHS. Not 1 or 2 18 add the other 9 when o girl was preggoand you have 27 which is roughly 2.25years where he lied to me in my face.

And you know what I do.....................I still held the nigga down like a fucking dumb ass fool. I admit it I was a straight simple minded common bitch. I was still writing this fool and let me tell you stamp and envelopes not cheap by a long shot. I made sure money was on his books, that his mama, son, and daughter were carried for, which I still do minus his books. I gotta spoil his kids because I was with him from the time his son was 2 until he was 6. I couldn't do my boy like that I was leaving his daddy not him. I did for his sister too cause that's just wrong to do for her brother and not her, she had nothing to do her father being a lying bastard. Plus lil mama to precious couldn't help, but love her.

But I degress back to my V-Day. So after I got that call, I got a text saying happy valentine's day from this dude up here that has been trying to get with me since 2007. O shall I say smash since 2007, but i haven't talked to since early 2009. *side eye* Really nigga. Okay since I had a good day I was nice, I texted him back a thank you even though I was honoring Anti-VDay (or Anti-Love Day which every floats your boat). The lil convo was going good until two things happened.

1. He said I still love you. Now nigga granted you cool people and have a good heart. I know you only smash, and that is a no go because I went with your brother, and used to flirt ith your cousin eventhough nothing came from it. (Yes I was a hoe if you read the other post ou already know this)
2. He was trying to get me to come by his house. This was a no go again because a) it was raining and I'm like a cat to water me no like rain when I have my hair out. no had I had a fitted or braids I would not have cared bout the rain and woul have still been out. b) I was bout to eat anda big girl ain't et all day I was starting to see double and shit that's so not cute. Finally c) NIGGA ALL YOU WANT IS TO SMASH!!!!!

After all that was said and done I didn't get another text from his ass. I promise you niggas are a fucking trip.

Well that was my Anti-VDay I hope yours was as evetfull as mines, but in a good way.

To my New Orleans People Hope ya'll fun tomorrow at Mardi Gras, and if you going to Zulu be under the bridge if you a local you already now lol.

"LAISSEZ LES BON TEMPS ROULEZ"
MZ. N.O.B.