My Current Love Story

Been trying to keep him off my mind
It seem like holidays are the roughest time
Cause he my best frriend
And if it was possible he'd be my man honor
But he the one I wanta marry
So there the fuckin poblem
Got some shit in both our past we have yet to share
My heart is his and his alone
Body getting to the point where all I want is to be in his arms
Haven't seen him in over a year and a half
And he still all I want
Brain saying let him go
Believe me I tried
Felt my heart truly break when he moved on
Long as he happy I'm good
Debating on if I should let this other nigga in
I was his sideline for 2years
Didn't really hear from him for a whole one
He single now and trying to make me his queen
Wish I wouldn't mind
If I didn't already have my mind set on a different king
He a seventies baby
While I'm from da crazy eighties
Grew up in da same city just different sides
But the first time we locked eyes
I feel in love with him
After our first kiss I knew I only wanted him
But my pride wouldn't let me show it
Love his kids like they my own
If I could I'd have his son
Never know what the future holds
So I'll write another poem as the story unfold