Our back against the wall
All the haters waiting to see us fall
But we steady claiming higher than them all
Through the tears and the storm
Friends say I need to let the game go
Im to scared to let you know
That I'm more afraid to let you go
I broke my number one rule
And I opened up my heart
Loved you hard way to soon
Seem like everytime we tlk you get me high
Just to give me the blues
I say "I love you"
You say you know
You say you love me
I'm like "SHIT LET IT SHOW!!!"
We both have a don't give a fuck attitude
But I let you go, just went back to being friends
I respected when you got back with ya ex
So why you couldn't give me the same
Had enough stress
Plus you blaming me for our kids death
You had the right to be mad, that I was again
But don't you think I crie enough abouut the fact
I wanted our twins
Wanted your love
Wanted my heart back
We both knew, it was in better hands with you
Cause I would straight up throw it in the freezer
THen smash it and bury it
So I wouldn't have a fear
That way I wouldn't hurt as much when I see you coming
And no effect when I see you go
To say we never were official
But are always there for each other
And I strongly believe I will love no other
As I love you
Be it good
Be it bad
You will always have my heart
An action at times I believe we both regret
This is just a poem I wrote of my "bestfriend" I don't know your opinions on the ideal relationship or mate, but me and his have so many ups and downs its crazy. We have known each other since my senior year in high school when I was 17 and he was 27 (yes he is 10years older than me) and have yet to run out of things to talk about. I know regardless how much it may hurt him or how much it may hurt me we will always be 100 wwith each other. He has two daughters that I loe as if they were my own. My sisters say we might as well get together even though so me of them can't stand him.
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