Season of JOY?????

My computer broke so I'm testing to see if using this email really works
But i just wanted to wish everybody a safe and enjoyable christmas... Hope you enjoy the time with the family. Keep in mind the real reason for this season and know that He did not have to come down here for us. If you practice another religion, keep in mind the fact that this is still an important time of year.
I am not about to preach but just ask to keep that in mind this question.
If this is such a sacred season for the world as a whole why are they so many people commiting harsh crimes? Why does the crime rate seem to spike around this time?
Im just saying but hey *shrugs* what do I know? I have only been on this planet for two decades and according to the old people still have milk on my breathe.
Like I was saying Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays which ever floats your boat.

Intro of me Black Chocolate

Hey how ya doing this is my first blog. Idk how long I plan on writing this or what exactly I'mma but on here soooooooooo I guess time will tell ya dig. If you haven't guessed I'm from New Orleans downtown to be specfic. Unfortunately I no longer stay there becuse of a stupid big black bitch named Katrina and dumb ass sister Rita. (in cause you are wondering yes I'm still bitter bout it) My life since then  has been one for the soap opreas and it seems the more I try to calm down the worst people fuck with me. By result I show my ass and proceed act an ass (yes I curse like a fucking sailor, I don't do it round small children and my elder but this is MY blog so I can talk how I please don't like it or you to young you can/should get off) I graduated high school in the top15 of my class, even after fucking off my freshmen year, with honors in 2007. (yes I'm smart) I like shopping and love wearing heels but that other girly shit can get the fuck ie makeup. (I'm a tomboy to the 10th power squared only make up you will get on my is lip gloss maybe lipstick) Yes I smoke (every now nd then) and drink (with the best like a champ) but I am not addict to either.

For the most part I'm down to earth, quiet if I don't know or like you. Enjoy having fun with my sisters brothers, and man when I have one. Don't like to see people in pain, unless they brought on themselves. I will show you respect AS LONG AS you show me the same. Easy to get along with, but once you mess over me or so meone I hold lose that's when I have a problem with you and the bitch  in me comes out.........hard.

- B.C

Letter to my Bestie

A million odds against us
Our back against the wall
All the haters waiting to see us fall
But we steady claiming higher than them all
Through the tears and the storm
Friends say I need to let the game go
Im to scared to let you know
That I'm more afraid to let you go
I broke my number one rule
And I opened up my heart
Loved you hard way to soon
Seem like everytime we tlk you get me high
Just to give me the blues
I say "I love you"
You say you know
You say you love me
I'm like "SHIT LET IT SHOW!!!"
We both have a don't give a fuck attitude
But I let you go, just went back to being friends
I respected when you got back with ya ex
So why you couldn't give me the same
Had enough stress
Plus you blaming me for our kids death
You had the right to be mad, that I was again
But don't you think I crie enough abouut the fact
I wanted our twins
Wanted your love
Wanted my heart back
We both knew, it was in better hands with you
Cause I would straight up throw it in the freezer
THen smash it and bury it
So I wouldn't have a fear
That way I wouldn't hurt as much when I see you coming
And no effect when I see you go
To say we never were official
But are always there for each other
And I strongly believe I will love no other
As I love you
Be it good
Be it bad
You will always have my heart
An action at times I believe we both regret

This is just a poem I wrote of my "bestfriend" I don't know your opinions on the ideal relationship or mate, but me and his have so many ups and downs its crazy. We have known each other since my senior year in high school when I was 17 and he was 27 (yes he is 10years older than me) and have yet to run out of things to talk about. I know regardless how much it may hurt him or how much it may hurt me we will always be 100 wwith each other. He has two daughters that I loe as if they were my own. My sisters say we might as well get together even though so me of them can't stand him.