CHRIS BROWN -DEUCES- SPOOF

How???

How the fuck people see me everyday, but they have yet to notice I been standing on the edge of a big cliff since I was about 14? The older I get the closer I seem to get to it. Pain seem to be the only thing to calm me down now. Sadly my tolerance(sp?) for it has just grown with time. Which means scratching myself isn't (yes I said isn't) doing the job anymore. Cutting leave to many marks I would have to explain. Refuse to fuck myself to death. Trying to stay away from smoking cause that would led to sex. Only thing left is pill popping, so I take a few too many and it knocks me out. Problem is I used to do the shit so much when I was younger shit don't even effect me anymore. They don't even put me sleep!!!!! Just crazy *smh* guess I'm meant to be here...don't know why I'm here but I am.

- Lanie

Bitch Move

Crying is a bitch move
One I really don't pull
Handle my business like a woman and just play my hand like a fucking goon
Niggas and bitchs who really know me know my mind set
Understand the pain I feel and can't help but respect the fact I play this shit like a vet
Constantly trying to get away from the uncalled for stress
But the closer I get to one marker the farther my main goal gets
I'm so sick of this shit
All I can do is vent
Know my girls mean well
But how it's looking the side I tried hard to bury
Coming out regardless so FUCK it
Just handle my target
Keep the blade ready
And make sure to stay strapped so I'm not considered a target
21 and already tainted goods
But its all good long as I'm not considered a punk
For pulling a bitch move and giving satisfaction to these knuckle headed punks
*smooches*
-Mz. N.O.B.