Need A Vaca

I'm in serious need of a vaca just a trip out this town or away from my parents both would be wonderful. Unfortunatly I got a feeling I won't be getting that or even a break. Nope just keep forcing my body to go through this bull shit and get back in shape. Hope that will get it to stop acting stupid and I won't have to go to the doctor like my girls want me to.

If it doesn't get better soon I will, but I'm tired of getting poked with fucking needles. Plus, I got to go to two specialists on the 20th anyway. *shrugs* They gonna run enough test on me then so screw it.

I'm not better by then I'll just tell them while I'm down there in Jackson. *smh* The price you pay for holding shit in.

Oh well deal with it when and if I have to. Hope I won't have too though. My brain going crazy enough on its own. That is another story though. *sighs* Until next time,

*smooches*
Mz. N.O.B.