***FLASHBACKS***

Sitting here enjoying my last day before I return to summer school. I'm reading the latest book for The Black Dagger Brotherhood series by J. R. Ward, and for some reason I can't help but have these flashbacks to me and the Bestie. It's not just one time though, but yet a combo off all the times we been together. Did I just say "but yet" oh wow I really need for my brain to get out of school mode for like 8 more hours lol.

Any-t-who reading all these sex scenes and how the characters' feelings for their other halves and add the slow jams that seem to be on repeat on the music channel. He is the only person I seem to be worried about. Which is funny to me on so many levels because he is my baby yes, but he is not my man.

The questions then comes: why do I act as if he is mines? *shrugs* Yes that is the question that I have been searching to answer for going on 3years now. The first year we hung I was in denile about my feelings so it does not count.

I guess the answer will come to me when it is meant for me to know.. When it bdoes promise ya'll will be the first to know. Ya'll know the deal though.

Until then
-Mz. N.O.B.