R.F.M.L. (Royally Fuck My Life)

I just noticed that it seems I always either get preggo or get the symptoms of being such right around April. Now granted I do want to have my kids while I'm in my mid 20's I do not want them at this present moment.
I'm not in the position where I can support a child. Usually I can be in denile about the situtation but i can't even do that right now. I mean I'm craving hot pickles and vanilla ice-cream like really...really, the slightest thing messes up my stomach, I have to use the bathroom all day even when I don't drink anything, and be sleepy for no reason.
Here is where I have the problem though, how in the hell can I have all these symptoms only 2weeks after having sex. Unless it's for Mr. Clingy in which case why am I 4months and not showing!!!!!
*sighs* I honestly don't know what to do right now. *shrugs* I mean I can't just go and get tested at the clinc cause bitchs to nosey here. So even if I'm not some smart ass would still tell my parents I thought I was. Test are never right with me for some plus if I am I need to know how far am I so I can tell the baby about his child.
You know what I'm not gonna worry bout it till May. By then if none of my friends have told me anything I know what the business is, but until then I'mma sit my happy but on a river called denile on this little island named stress.
Until next time.
*smooches*
Mz. N.O.B.

I'm Back Time To Catch Up

Sorry it's been so long since I've wrote in you my dear friend. It's just things have been so crazy (and interesting) month. Let's see where should I begin ummmmmmm. maybe a list would make it easier.

1. I saw my bestie when I went home two weekends ago :D *in London from Suite Life voice* Yaya me!!!! Okay I know it's trife to be that happy, but a bitch ain't seen him since May of 2008.......it's March of 2010. Talk bout me all you please, but I wanted to see my boo.

2. When I got back up to Mississippi it became the attack of the ex's to the 100th power cubed. I mean nigga I haven't heard from in years, not days, not weeks, not months, YEARS began calling me like it's legal in this mug. O and to top it off I ran into one just riding around.

3. I have been getting tempted to make a visit to the past with someone I promised myself and my sisters I would not mess with. I mean he not on the market, (yes he married and I'm a home wrecker), but he be looking fine then a mutha when I see him lately. Idk what I'mma do with that problem *shrugs* I'll cross that bridge when I come to it, but for now I'll just have fun flirting with him.

4. I finally caught up with that cutie I met at the gas station that time, and I gave him my number. He called me last night and we talked for a little while. I'm feeling him hard like but I'm be careful cause I can already tell I like him to much.

but that's it for now gotta go back going to Memphis with the lil sis so you know we bout to get in trouble.

*smooches*

MZ. N.O.B.

Side effects

On a trip home to get my grandma (finally) and ya'll already know I got my iPod in. I mean what else is the purpose of having damn near 6000 songs.
Any-t-who I decided to listen to my Mariah E-MC2 to be exact. I truely forgot how much I love this CD. I had the songs on random and it was cool till we got to Side Effects. *smh* I had urka moments one after another but I was cool with.
Ok song ends I'm thinking that's the end of it, but sadly no. What comes on you ask? None other than Love Story it's ok though cause I ended up spending time with 1 my girls back home and 2 da Bestie.
But that is another blog altogether, I'mma get on that one later.
Any-t-who had a good visit over all and can't wait till my birthday so I can go home again.

Always the Baby Mama But Never the Bride

Ok so I was reading the Single Girl's Blog and came across the article below.

And I agree where she coming from on many points, except on when she wants to have kids. *shrugs* Maybe it's just cause I can't see myself waking up to the same person EVERYDAY for the rest of life. I mean if you can do it more power to you, but that is not me.
I'm the type of chick who would have kids (want to at least start by my mid 20's) when I have set myself up financially. Really don't cae about the man's pocket. Main thing I ask is for them to build a relationship with their child.

Now don't get me wrong, THEY WILL CONTRIBUTE WITH MONEY.  I'm just not going trip if they can't afford to spoil them to MY standards. After all I'm a hard bitch to please, which is why I don't think I would get married. *shrugs*  O well being single has it's advantage.

Any-t-who here's the blog hope you enjoy


Always the Baby Mama But Never the Bride

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Guess who's coming home?

Sooooooooooooooo have you ever got that feeling that something crazy is about to happen in your life? You don't know what, how crazy, or when. You just know something is going to happen.

Well I got that feeling Friday night for some reason. I thought it might have been the fact that my Bestie and I have talked to each other ever night before we went to sleep for 4 nights straight. The convo's we held were.............. well let me just say I hope it works out in OUR future.

Any-t-who let me fast forward up to today, Sunday February 21, 2010. Me and one of my sister, what I call my best friends, where at church one where my ex's mother and son are members of. No big deal, I always see his mom, but hadn't seen his son in a few months so I was beaucoup bucked up. Well after church I went to go speak to them and was having fun catching up with my baby, even though he bad as HELL, and look just like his paw.

*my bad had a moment*

Anyway my ex mom told me how she had just talked to him and was telling him how when she saw him her hair gonna be long. She just had got some pretty tracks put in.

Okay let me back up my ex is currently in jail and has been there since a year before we broke up. This is the one who broke my heart by lying and keeping secerts from me. The biggest one his youngest little girl. Now last time I checked he had 8-10 years as of November 2008. *Keep this mind.*

Now his mom was talking like she was going to see him soon. I just thought she was going to drive down there to go see him. I told her to tell him I said hey. I mean just cause he broke my heart and had me return to my hoe ways for a minute I still at the end of the day care for his tall, caramel, cat eyed ass. Stupid yes I know, but you can't help who love look at me and my Bestie.
Okay so nigga went back to the crib and changed after church into a cute little fit. Clipped my hair up cause it was looking kind of gloomy like it was gonna rain.

I mean ya girl was looking good. I had plans on flirting with a few niggas, maybe even getting a couple numbers. I mean I saw a lot of stuff I liked out it was looking like a good day.

I went to the hood store to get a bag of chips and cold drink, and when I was coming out saw his brother. Now this my nigga he crazy nigga bday round mines to so you know we act a fool together.
This nigga thru me for a loop out the ass. He told me and I quote. "You know (ex's name) coming home in 2 months right?" Now bear in mind I have not talked/wrote/communicated with him since (my ex) Jan of 2009. When I say you could have knocked me over with a PIECE of a feather, and I'm a big girl 215lbs so that is not an easy task.

IDK what is about to happen, but I sure do hope it happens soon.

Nigga can't win for losing and a bitch been being nice.

*smh* I'm done in one week I have dealt with 4 niggas

I'm tired